point of clarification

awalnya gw emang bikin blog ini buat sharing, saat ga tau harus share kmana sedangkan hati udah urgent n butuh pelampiasan. tapi lama kelamaan, kok gw ngerasa blogging ini sebenarnya ga begitu gw butuhin. Cause I've got what I need.
Cause I've got someone to share about everything in my life.
Cause I've got a shoulder to cry on.
Ga ada lagi sendirian. Ga ada lagi bingung mau cari solusi ke siapa.
He's becoming my lover, my best friend, my teacher, my dad on a soul...
He's fulfilling the emptiness in my heart.
I used to write all about my feeling,
Tapi entah knp sekarang gw agak2 susah mentransformasikan perasaan gw ke dalam tulisan. This feeling for him, it's so indescribable.
N kalopun gw ttp ngepost sesuatu di blog ini, it won't be something private about me and him. I might be just telling some common topics about my life.
Ga ada lagi love story yang bakal gw umbar skr. Maybe I've told about the past one, but not to tell you about my present with him.
There are so many private things about me and him, and no one need to know
Karena setiap gw mencoba menulis dan mostly topiknya adalah love life, sedangkan skr gw ga mau lagi cerita2 secara frontal, maka kita tarik kesimpulan bahwa gw akan sangat jarang update blog ini..Dan gw mau mencabut statement gw sebelumnya kalo love story is my favorite heading to share..
I won't share about it with public anymore...
Is it too soon to say good bye for blogging, anyway?